Hello friends! I got an award the other day and I forgot to tell you about it. Does that tell you anything ? The award was from Golden Samantha/blogspot.com Thank you Sammie for this award! You are so kind! Rocky Creek gave me an award and I had to answer 10 questions, but I do not have to do anything for this award. Great!!!
The story that I feel I should tell is very sad but if I tell it, it will free me. You all said go ahead and tell so I will.
My Mother was a very unhappy person because she had been given away when she was 10 years old to her fathers brother. The uncle was married and had one daughter 12 years old.
The wife didn't like her and the daughter didn't like her but her uncle did. He could always use help in the fields. Mother felt like a slave. She carried that hurt all her life. She took that hurt out on me a lot of the time. I don't think she wanted me. Dad use to say that I was not planned.
I was an only child they did not want any more kids. I don't think they wanted me. My Mother never did much for me at all. She read all the time, but she never read to me. She never took me anyplace or taught me anything. She never helped me with my homework when I was in school. When I wrote a story she would make fun of me pointing out all my mistakes. They would laugh.
My Mother did not whip me she shook me very hard. She shook me until I was 13 and too big to be shaken. My Dad would hit me and I would rather take a whipping than that shake.
When I say she did not teach me anything I mean it. She never spent time with me at all.
The story gos on and on but that is enough for now.
Am I just belly eking?? I should get over it, well that is what I am trying to do by telling you all about it.
All of you friends are very important to me. Blogging helps me a lot and I like to write to you.
It helps my mind stay active. I don't watch much T. V. any more. Thank you!!
Good night sweet friends, Fern