How do I start??? What do I say??? Zoie !!!! ZOIE!!!!!! Zoie!!! I love you!!!!! How am I going to live without you!!!!!!! Maybe I'll stop blogging??? I can't
see well enough to spend even one hour on the computer and yet I have been and it has been real hard on my eye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am losing so many friends b/c I can't see. I can't hear either.
And now I don't have a dog anymore!!!! I am not getting another!!! I am not!!!! I have had 8 dogs that have lived in this 6 foot fence and the only 2 that ever left the fence was Tinker and Zoie.
Tinker dug out and Zoie jumped the fence. Zoie had not jumped the fence in a long while.
Wednesday AM after a Tuesday that rained off and on all day long, Zoie woke me up and said she needed to go out. I let her out and told her to stay home and went to the bathroom and came back to let Zoie back in and no Zoie. I called her and I called her. No Zoie!! I waited about 15 minutes and I called again. No Zoie. I should have gotten dressed and gone out to look for her but I didn't !!!
Zoie had left the fence before and she had gone next door to the empty house, That house has been empty for years!! There is a lot of critters living over there. I was hoping that was where she went.
I went back to bed. I was bad!!!!!!!!!!! I should have gotten dressed and gone out to look for her.
When Tom got up to get ready for work still no Zoie!!! He said he would go next door and find her. He did and she wasn't there!!! He left for work! He came back in just a minute and said he would be bringing Zoie home for the last time. He found her in the 6 lane road out front about a block and a half away. Split wide open. We think a semi hit her. Why did she go to the road-------- we will never know??? I am devastated!!! I am heart sick!!! I can't do anything but cry. I am so SAD sad sad !!!!!
How do I live with myself????? I am so sad!!!